Broken Again

By now it is not a secret that I usually only post when I have something very important to say. Most of the time is solely because I am in a sad state, today is no different. 

3 years ago out of nowhere I was side swiped by this beautiful, and intriguing girl, and I have not been able to stop thinking about her since then. The best part was that she loved me as much as I did. Yet, as off  a month ago, this girl finally decided that she had enough of me and my complex nature. My heart has been breaking for almost 6 months now, and I didn't think it could get worse, until a month ago, then again today. When I made one last attempt to end in an amicable way, in a way that she could possibly forgive me and be back in my life, today she told me she was happy with someone else. And my heart broke worse than I thought could be possible, specially after it had already been broken. So what do I do now? I don't want anyone else, but I have to respect her wishes. 

I guess I will be writing more often. 

P.Arce 

Finding Me...

I have come to the realization that I have been lost for awhile. I didn't know it until now when I find this blog again, and see 3 things that are so important to me, Expressing myself, Writing poetry and taking advantage of the opportunities given to me.

Since my last post many things have changed, in my and around me. Not all have been for a better me. It saddens me that with changes in me, I have lost something that has always been such a big part of how I understood myself. My poetry has been forgotten, because I got so caught up with so many other things.

I hope that from now one I will use this blog more, and hopefully it will be the designated place for me to show my poetry.

-Paola Arce

Scholarship!

I am so excited, I just got an e-mail stating that I got another Scholarship! YAY!
Thank you Phi Theta Kappa!



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One Moment

Here is something i wrote recently, please be kind I haven't written in awhile.
If you can't be nice it's okay, but please do tell me what you think.

One Moment

I clearly remember the moment,
The specific moment I first laid eyes on you.
Setting across the room there were you
To caught up to notice me or any movement.

I could see you there,
Your mind wondering endlessly,
And I could almost swear
That for that one instant I saw it all
All that you are,
All that you were.

You looked so vulnerable
Yet you held so much power
Your beauty caught me off guard,
everything about you spoke to me.

Your eyes were no different than they are now,
They gave you away,
They told me your secret,
They told me something you didn't even know it was there.

I wondered
If you could tell
As much from looking into my eyes
as I did into yours.

You caught my eyes
something about you called me out
Called me out to meet you,
To Make even the slightest effort.

Your attitude didn't scare me
Because I knew that some how,
Some way you would come around and open up to me
To help you discover what was so easy to see.




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1st entry

I feel like I've lost a lot of who I used to be beacuse of not having the time or space to express myself through writing so I hope this new blog will help me change that!


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