Broken Again

By now it is not a secret that I usually only post when I have something very important to say. Most of the time is solely because I am in a sad state, today is no different. 

3 years ago out of nowhere I was side swiped by this beautiful, and intriguing girl, and I have not been able to stop thinking about her since then. The best part was that she loved me as much as I did. Yet, as off  a month ago, this girl finally decided that she had enough of me and my complex nature. My heart has been breaking for almost 6 months now, and I didn't think it could get worse, until a month ago, then again today. When I made one last attempt to end in an amicable way, in a way that she could possibly forgive me and be back in my life, today she told me she was happy with someone else. And my heart broke worse than I thought could be possible, specially after it had already been broken. So what do I do now? I don't want anyone else, but I have to respect her wishes. 

I guess I will be writing more often. 

P.Arce